Not Cooking

Actually.. not too hard.. on weekends. I cheated a lil bit and let some friends do the cooking work and I just gave helpful tips and made the salad..
Weekend goes on.. breakfast will be a mango and cottage cheese with sugar and cinnamon. If you add some honey the consistence is going to be delightful.
i think i need to get up and get the kitten some food,
Have a nice Weekend everyone!

Perfection is a bitch

Today I was cooking for some friends. Perfect Austrian food. Semmelknödel (bread dumplings) with delicious mushroom sauce and they said hey it´s okay. I make them now for years and usually people are more enthusiastic. So I decided not to cook for two weeks and see how that goes on. Because, why should I cook if people don´t have a nice feeling because of it.
I thought this is the one thing I am capable of at any time and in every environment and with every kitchen.
But I think I am wrong.
So the next project is on.

Not cooking.

Excitement is that what we need when our lives are to average

Everybody searches for something. Something that makes life worth living, so you can worship it. Is working something that makes us believe we are worth something, is the daily housework something that fulfills our minds, so we can breath and feel actually the air?
The only thing I know is.. that there is a lack of excitement in the daily life. My heart doesn´t pound as if it would burst, when I go down the street to my university. Most time I think about what fool I have been, not recharging my IPod. There is no excitement in drinking or partying. It is nice, indeed. I enjoy it, indeed. But where are the days someone picked you up/ tackeled you into a pile of crunchy leaves ? The last time I felt something similar was when I learnd diving a backflip. What to do next? Somersault I guess.

I know it is an advertisment, skip it, get deaf for some minutes, mute it. But I really enjoyed him talking about limits.

Online Dating

I was forced to write a little essay about online dating. And i advise everyone to go out with your friends or date people you do sport with or have some connection that make you meet them in person regulary. Makes it harder after a relationship to face them, but during a relationship or in the beginning it is a lot easier to know what that person wants from you, you find out through other people how this person is, you can make a picture and decide whether you can come along with his/her qualities.
Well to make it more reliable. I tried online dating and I met my first boyfriend via internet, but he was a friend of my friends, and earlier or later i would have met him anyways. And all the other guys.. were just.. uarg.
Get over your shyness and go out meet real people!